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sry... ^.^`

2009-12-17T12:49:00.000+08:00

sorry meii... today no time do a post.. look ouot for my tweets? haha LOVE YOU!!! see you soon!!

its time.///

2009-11-18T10:28:00.002+08:00

I guess it is time to revive my blog.. it makes no sense giving up my blog on something...

and yup. i have to live a happy life. and be cheerful all the time!
life has been great ! like seriously great.. i went for HOMEFRONT SECURITY AMBASSADORS CAMP 09, and it was a fun camp.. gotta know alot of people yup... haha but of course i missed out 1 CG and 2 services!...=(

but i got this friend of mine who complained about to me about the girl he likes...
that he knows that girl is somehow interested in him.. and people do know about it and he said that recently he is quite stress with school work then he is very tired then he never texted or call the girl, then the girl got "angry"...and what is giid is that he talk to the girl after that even before he goes to bed...
but what makes him sad was now that girl is spending more time on Java scripts application on web than him.. and she promise to watch a movie with him.. but she went to watch with her friend instead.... and he don't really know wad to do.. when he spoke to me about it.. i don't even know what to do... gotta think of ways to help him.. if u guys got ways to help.. do comment! don't worry! i'm not gossiping about him, got his permission to do so...

gotta get my spiritual life back on track. Gotta stay FOCUS!
Gotta be Faithful and Tithe!
Gotta Pray.
I pray in the name of Jesus,
AMEN!=)

No more post!D':

2009-09-25T10:23:00.004+08:00

I guess i will not be blogging or posting anymore.
i realised that i had made a stupid decision or a stupid choice.
i should have said that.
now is the time to let go of things.
i just hope that things will still be the same but i know that it will never happen anymore.
things will never be the same anymore

bye readers

HELP!!!!

2009-09-11T10:20:00.002+08:00

hais.. doning workplan now.. hmmm maybe through this i can plan my life better? haha.. oh wait.... no!!!!!!!!!!! my testimony i haven write yet!!! no!! pray that i can finish on time..
yesterday was CG, i felt a breakthrough in my prayer life!

Hmmm.. recently so tight on finances, pink.. i'm thinking of something.. lets keep it a secret...

i just dont really feel assured. i don't know why but.. i still thinks that she is still hiding things from me.. what should i do?
further more before CG, she just dashed out of church, and didn't tell me what happen, i was both worried and shocked, cause i thought that shomething happen and don't want to tell me. just hopes this does not happen again
sprained slightly on my right ankle, i guesss... its my fault and i deserved it..
i need directions and strength! still.... i'm emoing and rotting now....

yesterday. monday 7 sep 09

2009-09-08T09:52:00.003+08:00

yesterday, was like so terrible la..

was @ NYP the whole day on the N.E mation 4! competition, just sucks
shortlisted for top 40! but got eliminated, i not sad but i felt like i had wasted my entire time there. i rather spent that day worshiping God, dwell in His presence the whole day.
It will be the best thing ever. just kept emoing these few days.

Yesterday ask her a few questions of my worries on her, cause it has affected my rest and spirit and emoing all the time... i don't know but.. even they were answered but i just don't feel peace in y heart about it. just hope if she would tell me face to face
then i think i will have assurance..

about Saturday 05 sep' 09

2009-09-08T09:01:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... I was ill on that day sia! i was out since 7 in the morning! i had to go simei and meet my i.t trainer and group members for N.E mation 4! planning on Monday's presentation. i stay till 3 plus then we went to buy lots and lots of post-it pads to prepare for presentation too! the i headed down to church for service in Paya Lebar, Singapore Post center

during service i don't know why i just felt breathless and not able to concentrate on Pastor Lia's sermon i felt weak. but.. what was i suppose to do? till the end of service i still feel the same.. then Kaye bought me a bottle of mineral water(thanks KAYE!) at least i felt better after that..

i couldn't eat anything just, not feeling well and no money too.. and nobody to turn to and just cry in my heart:( cause i didn't eat the whole day then i had a very bad gastric...
then my dad called me, told me to go home earlier and said that i always reach home late in the evening for the whole week, and he assumed that i was in church but i was in SCHOOL! then i so called had a fight on the phone with my dad.

i couldn't felt worst, i don't know what to do, i just feel like crying at that point of time, but is like outside KFC and with the CEG. kaye asked me what happen.. then i told her everything, she is like the only person who knows everything ablout what happened, i decided to hold back my tears and wait till we head back to church and hide @ one corner and cry.

We head back to church, Kaye was like gonna leave soon, and i told her that i was gonna go somewhere quiet and cry it all out! i went to the admin office side toilet, i saw koon yew.. he was wondering why i was so sad, i trusted him, i told him everything, he gave me a hug, i felt better though. he left the toilet, i was all alone, i decided to go and hid in one of the cubicles and cry without letting people seeing me.

( it sounds a bit drama:) )when i was about to cry, Linus called me, i decided not to pick up the call, (didn't cry cause was disturb by the phone) i think is God didn't wanted me to cry, so i wanted to leave the toilet. when i was about to leave Linus came to the toilet asking me what happened and asked if is there anything wrong.. i think Kaye must have told him something.. but i decided to remain silent still.

it was like the worst day, i didn't eat the whole day, only a few sips of water, ill, breathless, block nose and cough.. hope this day will not ever come again...

God is a Good GOD! when i was about to cry, He just get people or something just to stop me...
HE is my Favourite!

Amen..

Hais...

2009-09-04T10:32:00.004+08:00

just fallen out with my friend just now... he insulted about chiristian living.. i just can't stand it..so i scolded him and always had a fight with him... but.. another friend, he had just broke off with his gf which is my good friend, then since yesterday, he had been thinking that me and his ex are together. no matter what i say he just would not listen. I HAD IT!
and i really intend to quit Peer Support Leader (psl), being in there now is useless.. whats the use of it now... hais.. merely just resign, then no more in exco comm..just without those cca points wont kill me... i already got B3 for cca point.. it does not matter if i'm a psl or not for now..
with God with me, leadership post in school are nothing.
i just want to live a life of peacefulness and freedom in school. I don't want to be tied down by leadership or cca position in school..
Pray hard and hope that God will help me and guide me through.

AMEN

Finally!

2009-09-03T17:03:00.004+08:00

hi hi, finally, after 2 Years! i revived my blog again! hope thaty this would not happen again. but sry to tell u guys that i can only post in the day and not the night cause i don have a comp at home anymore. yeah so love God, praise Him all the time=D
yeah...
hehe, i'm now quite lazy to design my own blogskin, hopefully in 2 years time i would do one! haha so no choice but to get one...
anybody got the song, happy day by tim hughes?
haha thank God for posting this first post, thank God for everything!=D

AMEN!